Counting the Steps
Count the Steps By Christine Diamond Walking is new. I didn’t think that standing would take so much effort. I push upward, my feet are somewhat sturdy. The thin legs below me wobble a bit. Sickly from months in a hospital bed. My grey brown beard is the longest it's ever been in my 62 years, not a look I really care for. Now that I'm moving more, hopefully I'll be getting a nice trim soon. I am instructed to move my right foot forward. My clammy hands hold onto the cool metal bars with a fierce grip, I feel like I’m going to slip any second and fall. It’s a soft landing in front of me, some kind of blue gym mat would catch my fall. I wouldn’t really be physically injured if I landed on that cushion only a few feet below, but my pride would definitely be hurt. I hear the nurse urge me again, “You’ve got it, just take one step then we will try another. Just one at a time.” I look into her hazel eyes, so young. How is she already a nurse? she can’t be